Summer Time

I have this fantasy plan for the summer. It involves a VW van, a couple people I care about, and the open road. I have this dream of a perfect road trip. Just gathering a couple people that are fun and that I feel close with and just driving. Living out of a van, driving from place to place, enjoying company and enjoying life. I just kind of want to throw caution to the wind and have a huge cliche adventure this summer. In the past few months, I kind of imagined this trip with a person who has been in and out of my life in the past 6 months. There is no reason that this person would travel across the country with me, we aren't anything. We almost were. I think. But who knows. I have a tendency to care more for people than they do for me. Its absolutely silly and unrealistic of me to imagine this killer road trip with people who, in reality, don't actually care for me. I want to just travel from town to town, share a kiss in as many states as I can, camp on the beach, swim in as many rivers, see as many mountains, just do as much and love as much as I can in a few months. Sadly, this is almost positively impossible. What with expenses, lack of roadtrip companions, and a couple of parents with a vice grip on my life. But a girl can dream right?

Yeah. Something like that.